New beginning

Yesterday was a very unusual but fun day. All the grown ups seemed really stressed out in the beginning, lots of running around and shouting or being REALLY quiet. Dada was very very quiet and when I was sent to Rena later she was too but everyone else seemed pretty excited.
I got to wear the pretty dress Rena bought for me again, I looked like a fairytale princess but she put my hair up with lots of pins which bugged me and I'm kinda glad I'm back in my jammies now. Rena was in a Princess dress too and some other ladies were in pretty dresses but they were red and not like the princess dresses Rena and I had.
We went back to the place we were at the day before where we played the game where I ran down between the benches throwing flowers then had to stand still for AGES but this time there were lots more people there which I didn't like so much as I don't like being around people I don't know so well but Dada was there and he smiled at me and told me I did good so that made me happy. He gave me lots of cuddles after when we went to the place with sawdust on the floor for a party. There were lots of people there too so I liked the cuddles more, I really don't like lots of strange people. Dada even let me eat a cupcake ... he doesn't usually let me. It was nice to see him smile so much.

I love my Dada. I love it when he smiles at me and hugs and kisses me and tells me I'm his baby girl. He is the best and I likes it best when he is happy. When he is angry or sad it make me sad especially if it's because of something I did... I don't want to make him angry or sad but I can't tell him that cos I'm only just turned 1 and don't get many words right and so I just try to hugs him lots and tell him I love him.
Sometimes though it's Bobo Niyol who makes him angry and I don't think he wants to either but Daddy sometimes shouts at him at lot. Bobo is my bestest friend, he plays with me lots. He isn't as grown up as the grown ups, but not as small as me and he likes giving me cuddles too which I love. He looks after me when the grown ups are talking and once he pulled me from the creek when I fell in... I loves him very much too.
Rena, she is nice, I liked her when I first met her but now I loves her too. She takes care of me when Dada is talking to Bobo or taking care of his other family. She has a pretty smile and buys me pretty dresses. Dada seems to like cuddling her too so I think he likes her lots. I thinks she lives with us now.

There is a face in my memory, very faint now I only remember her sometimes ... a lady grown up I want to call mama. I don't know if she is real cos if she is I haven't seen her in a long time. I think she was pretty and I think I love her even though she may not be real. I seem to faintly remember cuddles and kisses but it seems like a dream. Now all I really remember is Dada.

We all lives in a BIG house and there is lots of trees and flowers and grass outside. I like to play outside but I stay away from the water now ... I didn't like being in the water. Dada and Rena aren't there always and we get left with Nanny who makes me wear ribbons and clothes that make me itch. I think I heard Dada say when he goes away that he has another family to take care of. I don't understand why both families can't just live together then we can all be happy and I can be with Dada always.